Arghh... This LDR thing isn't really working for me.
While it's all right that he's away from us, I also find it hard that that same reason is driving me to the edge!
It's all right, I trust him.
I should.
And I do.
But I just can't get this "I-trust-you-it's-them-that-I-don't" attitude off of me!
Am I a weirdo?
Maybe.. but I'm not a dodo. :)
I miss him.
I miss my hunnybunchkins.
I hope this doesn't kill me.
Just rambling... *peace*
Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts
Friday, May 16, 2008
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Posted by hunnyjodi at 2:44 AM 0 comments
Labels: hamza, loneliness, love, rant
Saturday, March 29, 2008
03.29.08
crashed.
Into the abyss of nothingness.
I am floating.
I am unaware.
Of everything.
Of anything.
Of everyone.
I am unconscious.
Unfeeling.
Unclear.
I am what you see when you close your eyes.
A black, blank space.
-jpdd
Posted by hunnyjodi at 1:52 PM 0 comments
Labels: grief, loneliness, poem, random thoughts
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